2006-11-01
Who ever heard of Not Meant To Be?
So i met a boy. And i like him.
He's extremley sweet. He calls me beautiful and tells me how sweet i am and how i have the most amazing personaility.
Too bad my parents hate him already even though they've never met him. The only reason they don't like him is because he's 19.
I realize that SEEMS old, but it's not. That's only three years. I dated a Chad, he was a junior when i was a freshman. That's 3 years and they had no problem with that.
I would never act on a relationship if my parents didn't like it though. It's not so much that i want to follow by their rules only, it just bugs me when my parents don't like a guy i like. Don't ask me why because i don't know. I guess part of me just wants their approval.
It's really a bummer about it though. I'm TERRIFIED of long term relationships. Just the thought makes me crazy. But i could see myself in a meaningful relationship with him. I've only known him for 5 days but i had such a good feeling about him. We just clicked instantly. The moment i talked to him i was just taken away by our alikeness. We texted each other non stop all day just talking about each other. We basically interrogated each other haha. Were looking for the same things in everything.
Oh well.... i guess some things just aren't meant to work out.
crazyck7 at 9:07 p.m.